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I’m Not Calling You A Liar
I’m not calling you a liar,
Just don’t lie to me.
I’m not calling you a thief,
Just don’t steal from me,
I’m not calling you a ghost,
Just stop haunting me,
And I’ll love you so much,
I’m gonna let you
Kill me.
“Stop it.”
The soft pleading, so unusual and so uncharacteristic for the charismatic and energetic James T. Kirk, made Spock turn to stone at once.
“What is it you wish me to stop doing, Captain?” Spock asked. Though he did his best so as to sound neutral, distant even, Kirk could detect a hint of apprehension in his voice.
Kirk, heavy-lidded because of the pain medication administered by Doctor McCoy, lifted a hand as though he was about to grasp Spock’s arm as he stood by the bed.
He waggled his fingers weakly before letting the arm go limp again.
“I don’t know,” he sighed, noticing how rough his voice was but not knowing how much the roughness tore at Spock’s heart.
“I wish you wouldn’t… I just want you to not be like that right now.”
Spock stiffened, and Kirk closed his eyes and furrowed his brow.
“If you would inform me as to what it is you wish me to improve, I shall certainly do so,” Spock replied woodenly.
“That’s not what I meant,” Kirk muttered. “Or actually, that is exactly what I mean.”
Spock stared sternly at his Captain’s face until he opened his blue eyes and blinked wearily.
“You’re so… unrelenting,” he said, voice turning even hoarser. “Just sometimes I wish you’d relax. For me.”
“You should sleep, Captain,” Spock said, unaware that his voice softened. Kirk agreed with a soft sigh and his eyes closed once again.
Spock settled himself down on a chair beside the bed and pulled out his dataPADD, intending to work while the Captain snored lightly with his face smoothened by sleep.
Spock thought that he had never seen the Captain look so unguarded and innocent.
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